I was always of the opinion that being fat was a moral failing. Trying the drug really changed that. Normies have it so easy. They take one bite and feel full. My brain would scream at me continuously to try and make me eat and would never be satisfied.
"they take one bite and feel full"- I strongly disagree with this as the reason some people are just lean. As someone who's bounced around weight a lot and also had long periods where I had to basically control it (wrestling in college), the main difference I've seen with people who are in shape and people are overeat is that the former group understands that it's 'ok' to not feel full all the time. As in like learni…
Trust me on this. I also thought it was a self-control thing. It's not at all. When you're normal you actually get full. I don't mean telling yourself you are full, actually full. You do not want to eat anymore. You don't want chocolate straight after eating dinner. You don't go to the fridge randomly to get snacks. You actually have no desire for food. You voluntarily stop eating during meals because you don't want to eat anymore.
It's something you can't really comprehend without experiencing it because you've experienced a lifetime of the hunger constantly telling you to eat. The idea that you could just... not want to eat is just absurd. But that's how it feels. When a normal person eats a small meal and says they are full, they are actually full. There's no self-control for them, no screaming voice or impulses.