Man, I read this as someone who tried to use opioids and I just couldn't chip. It spiraled into full blown physical dependence. I guess i'm the type with an underlying psychiatric illness which drove my usage and denial. That there exists people like this person who can chip (controlled use of opiates) always intrigues me -- as this drug was the ultimate pathway to euphoria and thus I became the mouse hitting the but…
Opioids are insanely and ~~instantly~~ quickly addictive. I accidentally became addicted after knee surgery. When the pain subsided, I stopped taking them, and within a day I found myself curled up in a ball and wanting to rip my own skin off. It's really true when addicts describe it as "being uncomfortable in your own skin". The moment I realized I was experiencing withdrawal, I flushed the meds down the toilet and…
They may be instantly addictive for you, but they are not for everyone.
After I had a pleurodesis, the nurse sat me down in the chair next to the hospital bed and gave me a little controller I could use to release morphine into my saline solution if the pain became unbearable (and it did). It was the strangest sensation—I could 'feel' the pain, in a sense, but it was like I was on a different plane, and it didn't quite bother me.
But to say it was instantly addictive—nope. Not at all. Have had no desire to try anything like that again outside of a hospital setting. Maybe some people are just not prone to it.