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I’ve booked a psychologist appointment for my TikTok addiction. I spend 1 to 4hrs a day on it, and about half that on various other news like HN. I’m in a double sandwich: Since Covid, I have utter disdain for real-life people, who would miss no opportunity to destroy our lives, such as borrowing a trillion and endebt us for generations just to fuel a stay-at-home policy that destroys social links and physical health…
> I have utter disdain for real-life people, who would miss no opportunity to destroy our lives, such as borrowing a trillion and endebt us for generations just to fuel a stay-at-home policy that destroys social links and physical health, and more generally play the class warfare game (I live in France) A practice that’s been good for my psychological health is to imagine how a good person would come to hold the idea…
> 3. They may understand the economic cost of the lockdown, and they know it will make life more difficult in the future, but they believe the sacrifice is worth it (kind of like how the government went into debt in WWII).
> I’m not saying these people are right about the facts - I’m just saying their motivations are not evil.
Well, you’ve summarized the possible explanations clearly. It’s fairly probable they don’t mind sacrificing people for their fight against Covid. Concluding they are not evil is quite a bold stretch.
Moreover, it’s not them, but it’s the media. But they choose to believe it, however astonishing it may sound, and they either don’t see the BS or they choose to ignore it.
But that’s the story of living in a society, at one point you have to admit that you are defeated and some crazy people have control, and that they are literally watching what escapes of happiness you have and closing them one by one, because you’re white, male, have a company, may want to date, may want to travel, all of this is under threat, they’ll demonize all those attributes while valuing people who believe in astrology or in carpe diem.
They’re not acting random. They’re after me, as an archetype. There is no path to happiness.