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>Am I way out of band or does that seem like a comically small amount of money for the average American? I take home $465.62 a week so it would be a little over 2 weeks of take home pay for me. I could absolutely use that.
To add to this, I am extremely stressed right now. I have an immune-compromised 67 year old parent, I work in international freight, I have a GED so am not too marketable if I lose my job, I've got a few hundred dollars in savings, I've got enough food for a couple of months for my mother and I, that $1000 even just once would help markedly in reducing my stress. Add to that I'm supposed to be getting married in 68 d…
I'm the GP who started this huge thread but I just want you to know I got my GED in 2007 right before the last recession. Don't be so hard on yourself - you could have a remote job working for a company in SF like me :). It took a lot to get here but almost anyone can do it.
> Add to that I'm supposed to be getting married in 68 days and who knows what's going to happen now. I don't even know if the courthouse will be open to get the marriage license (it's only good for 60 days).
Why not just go down to the courthouse tomorrow and get married? Can you think of a better time? You're not going to disappoint anyone by cancelling the event.
> None of this is good for my sobriety. 7 months 25 days, 15 hours. I got this. I can keep that number growing.
Every day I wish I could get sober so in a way you have a wealth that I deeply desire :) Keep it up, it has got to be worth it.
Good luck and don't wait for the dust to settle to find yourself in a better position. I'll try to do the same thing.