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> Could it be that people who see the world Realistically, get depressed? This fits my experience quite well. To give a software development analogy: The more you learn about deep, esoteric details of various parts of computers (i.e. you get to see computers more realistically than idealized), the more depressed you get about the current state of software development. And yes, late at night, I often work privately on…
Could you give an example? What's depressing about the current world of software?
For example the insanity that it is impossible to understand what actually happens below the surface. The ideal that I have in the back of my mind is that a highly gifted person who can afford to spend a few years of intensive study can really understand each individual line/byte of code that gets executed on the computer (i.e. all of the software that runs on it) completely.
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An interesting lecture by Jonathan Blow:
Jonathan Blow - Preventing the Collapse of Civilization
> https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pW-SOdj4Kkk
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Also read some texts of Alan Kay's STEPS project:
For a well-readable overview, consider https://blog.regehr.org/archives/663
Some progress reports:
> http://www.vpri.org/pdf/tr2007008_steps.pdf
> http://www.vpri.org/pdf/tr2011004_steps11.pdf
Lots of additional papers about STEPS (and other topics): http://www.vpri.org/writings.php
(I want to make it clear that I consider what came out of the STEPS project to be very disappointing :-( ).