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I'm already unfazed at that part and don't care. What devastated me this week is that I was slogging so hard for the past several months trying to deliver on what I was asked to deliver on, only took 1 week of PTO out of the 4 weeks I have saved up, spent nights and weekends trying to honestly solve multiple high priority yet HARD problems that 500 other engineers in the company couldn't solve, I'm making good progre…
I hope you’re already looking for a different job. Because it’s never worthwhile in the long run to sacrifice your own mental or physical health for someone else’s career prospects or profit.
This job is already way better than my previous job at Amazon, where people were more actively sabotaging each other. At my current company there is actual teamwork, at least :/ and my entire set of peers all gave me hugely positive reviews, just not my manager, who is going by some written "bar".
I honestly can't seem to find any company that has sane health standards and work-life balance anymore.