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That’s honestly just sad. Not the fact you doing it, but rather the fact you have nobody to talk to about those things.
When I say nerdy and/or obscure, I mean things like "are quantum fluctuations ergodic and how does this affect affect the probability of a quantum fluctuation triggering a new big bang?"
But I can see why it can be hard to find people to talk about that. Heck it might be hard to find people who even know about that topic in general.