To get help via SMS, text "START" to 741-741
From one person with suicidal thoughts to another: please don't do this.
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To get help via SMS, text "START" to 741-741
From one person with suicidal thoughts to another: please don't do this.
I've been through some rough times and luckily made through (with lots of help). The general feeling afterwards was that my perception of reality had been totally limited to the issues in front of me, and that life was bigger than just that. For me, it's a process of learning to distrust my negative emotions. Afterwards they always seem unfounded. I don't know anything but your situation but, based on my own experien…
This is very important.
Call a suicide hotline right now: http://mefiwiki.com/wiki/ThereIsHelp
Think about your family and friends
Staying alive for others while you don't want to live only makes matters worse.
Live because you want to, not because of what other people want.
Change career if need be. Change country. Change friends. Change. Did you ever visit another continent? Take time off. Better than taking life off.
When interviewing people who tried to kill themselves and didn't succeed, 99.99% say that they regret it and that they would not have done it again.
There is always a way out without killing yourself. Whatever the other path is, however emotionally difficult it may seem, is better than killing yourself. Talk about what you're feeling, call a hotline now. It gets better I promise. If you have anyone in your life, think about how it will make them feel to lose you, don't put them through it.
If you're in the US (or even if not if the 800 system works everywhere I think) don't hesitate to call right now and talk to someone who is ready to hear you.
National Suicide Prevention Lifeline Phone Number 1-800-273-8255
Here are several other countries hotlines if you're somewhere else or feel more comfortable sharing how you feel in another language.
If it all doesn't matter anymore anyway, then you got nothing to lose. Find (psychedelic) shrooms somewhere, eat a portion, and reconsider your choice after your trip. It saved my life.