Earlier quoted context omitted.
I've heard about mathematicians going through kind of the same thing when they get a weird proof that ends up being right from some weird source or themselves. Which is fair, they get inundated with kooky proofs from amateurs all the time and odds are incredibly good that there's some major fatal flaw that the amateur doesn't see. Or in the case of themselves, there's a certain blindness that makes it a little more d…
> they get inundated with kooky proofs from amateurs Source?
Nobody is reading unsolicited proofs. They are like spam.
Source: personal friend of a “crank”.