I always wondered how the software people who work in places like this live with themselves. Is it some sort of “enough money can make me forget and look myself in the mirror” situation?
To me it looks very much like a scale... Anyone that works at FAANG or "big"/mobile game studios, anything to do with advertising, banking, natural resources extraction/processing, non-sustansible farming, etc, etc. In my opinion there are not many constructive things you can work with that really improve society or peoples lives. But then again I'm in a quite dark place this year.
Sorry about your dark place. Keep looking for the light!