> The only thing missing is a game
I've seen this story of "I want to make a game" [proceeds to make a game engine instead] happen in my own life (my engines were never any good or complete though), and in countless other programmers lives.
It may be the trap of thinking that "If I get the hard part out of the way first (which is writing the engine code, right? Right? Anyone?), then the rest of the game making process will be easy" that gets me.
Or maybe it's finding out along the way that it was more fun to make the engine than the game itself: "check it out, I completely redid the particle effects and I can now do 100x more particles at 60fps, how cool is that?"
There's way more easier-to-see improvements in the making of the engine, than in the making of the game itself, and so we (ok, I) keep optimizing the engine because those are quick dopamine payoffs compared to the slower payoff of having a polished game that's actually fun for the target audience to play. Sure, I might tell myself that the game I want is only possible once I have the engine first, so I'd better concentrate on that before making the actual game, and there's some logic to it. But without a clear idea of what the game will actually be, it's easy to fall into the trap of endlessly adding and refining features, rather than actually try and use those features in anything beyond a slick demo.
To combat the tendency of only making an engine rather than a game in my latest hobby project, I picked an already existing engine (Phaser js) and tried to get something interactive on the screen ASAP "with the stupidest, least designed code possible", and it mostly worked to get me a playable (ish) game! Granted, it's a knockoff puzzle game but hey, I sometimes find myself "playtesting" it instead of what I should really be doing, which is refactoring the code for what I'd like to have it do next, so I'm marking it as a win.