Does anyone track their stress levels whilst programming? Anecdotally and non-scientifically I’ve noticed that my health (stress related illness) has vastly reduced since moving from being a staff engineer to engineering management. It’s not that I’m less stressed but the stress is a different pattern. Whilst programming I noticed that my day was a series of spikes of frustration and stress and then a severe drop off…
I had the opposite experience. Frustrations whilst coding could be severe but were mostly things within my control. Sure, we had major failures and outages which spiked stress, but these were rare and we learned and grew from them. As a manager, I was constantly dealing with things way outside my control with much more severe consequences: other people's emotions, people quitting, budget cuts, layoffs, political post…
When I briefly tried to manage my own team the problem was, "The whole team is staring at me during this boring-ass meeting and it turns out the company's problems are not something I can solve as quick as I thought I could"
Letting down customers is stressful, too. When we had big customers quit I took it kinda personally.
A lot of hubris involved I guess