Good, I'm on my public account. Happy to say this publicly at this point:
After the first time (over 12 years ago, now) I was misdiagnosed (and thus mismedicated) and dealing with a toxic work environment, I wound up in a spot where I 'had' to take a specific medication and do a follow up in a month.
The medication made me nearly useless at work, I had to have my music at ear damaging volume to not fall asleep driving.
At my first follow-up, I stated my concerns, and the doctor basically told me 'deal with it' when I asked for alternatives and whether this was the right thing given the circumstances.
I was so taken aback, it was only then I looked around the room.
The Notepads. The Pens. The Calendars on the wall.
All of it, it wasn't just the company it was that medication, that might work good for some people but FFS not anyone that just has untreated severe ADD/ADHD and childhood bullshit.
It didn't just 'not help', it also really turned me off from getting good help for a bit, which had a lot of consequences I'll live with the rest of my life one way or another.
I think at one point there -were- a couple settlement things related to the whole debacle.
1. So I was forced to see this doctor even though she was out of network and an in network doctor was likely available. For like a thousand dollars of related 'visits' my settlement would have been a hundred bucks.
2. IIRC, the medication was at least one of which, where, another nice benefit I couldn't see in the patient room were some cruises/vacations neatly wrapped as some form of 'knowledge sharing'.
RE Point 2, everyone in IT wonders why we use dumb technology BigCos/Influencers push? Here's why lol