I'm curious how this relates to neurodivergent/ADHD/autistic learning where someone has weak rote-memorization skills and mainly remembers things as a fractal of associations. For me, I can't remember that I have an appointment tomorrow, but if you ask me how computers work, I'll start with explaining electron orbitals and band gaps, doping, masking, VLSI, assembly language, C, functional programming and where AI is…
Wow, are you me? > mainly remembers things as a fractal of associations. I have described this as a graph representation, without any visual/dimensional embedding. I naturally represent things as configurations of connected things, both in long term and working term memory. I have that same uniformly connected view of existence, from spacetime Planck distances and quarks on up, through chemistry, life and artifacts,…
Watching Donnie Darko was the first time I saw reality as a 4D crystal instead of 3D + time. An argument could be made that there's only one photon in the universe, that's everywhere all at once, because it doesn't perceive time when moving the speed of light. With all events preordained, setting aside free will because that's probably a quantum interaction with the 4D/5D/ND multiverse. So time can't actually loop, because quantum uncertainty is fundamental to the universe, meaning that time travel isn't possible. We could try to replay a recording of reality, but it would diverge from ours more the longer it ran.
I've been experimenting with letting my 3D body/mind operate semiautonomously and observing with my higher self. I meditate with my eyes open and spend a lot more time taking it all in, rather than fixating on the minutia of the day to day. And everything generally works out fine without my micromanagement, which has really helped my mental health.