Does anyone know any other good resources for learning calculus at home? Preferably ones that show how and why . I did some in college but I've forgotten just about everything, and now I'm finding myself needing it again.
Professor Leonard:
Calculus I - https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLF797E961509B4EB5
Calculus II - https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLDesaqWTN6EQ2J4vgsN1H...
Calculus III - https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLDesaqWTN6ESk16YRmzuJ...
I consider him one of the best lecturers in math education, at least for these subjects. And in particular because he is very detailed in his explanations. He points out that most students who struggle with Calculus struggle because they (never mastered | forgot | whatever) their basic Algebra. So he does a very thorough job of explaining all of the subtle algebraic manipulations that go on as he works through derivatives, integrals, etc.
TBH, I think a person who wanted to learn the equivalent of high-school algebra could just about doing it by watching his Calc I series... and treat any Calculus they learn as "found money." But assuming you remember at least a little algebra and really want to learn Calculus, I think he's one of the best at teaching it.
Note that most of his lectures are live lectures to an actual class, so IMO the best way to approach it is to pretend you're right there in class. Listen, take notes, and then when he puts an example on the board pause the video and work through the example. Just restart the video when you finish the problem or if you get stuck.
If you want to work additional problems, go on Amazon or Alibris or whatever and buy a cheap used copy of one of the enormous Calculus books, and/or a Shaum's Outlines book on Calculus, or one of those "1001 solved problems in $SUBJECT" books... or some combination of all of the above.
Also as a side-note, speaking for myself, I find that I can follow his material find at 1.25x speed, so I pretty much always watch on 1.25x. I could probably manage 1.5x if I really tried, but the time savings from just doing 1.25x is enough to make me happy. YMMV, of course.