There’s no convincing evidence that discussing medical aspects of mental health is productive on HN. Currently my comment that I’m alive has been downvoted at least half a dozen times because I had the temerity to still be alive, be glad to say so, be grateful for my psychiatric care, and reject that any of that is “suspect”. This isn’t the place to discuss psychiatry. Talk to your doctor.
It's that natural remedies such as psilocybin and LSD which have proven their worth for a very, very long time are still being blocked by you-know-which industry.