So now that a little time has gone by, I can read all of this.

I think the most important thing to learning like Feynman is not trying to take motes abuot how to emulate Feynman.

The most important stuff is curiosity. About everything. Even things off limits! Everything meaningful. And don't try to define that - just be curious!

To poke at it or try to trap it or create simulacra are not the same things as being Richard Feynman. It's the intended legacy that matters. Learn from it, sure, but you're not gonna be it. And the unintended stuff - we all have that 'casue we're human. Ignore it.