This.
For whatever reason (personality, genes, whatever), I do not seem to be one who gets caught up in the envy of greener grass.
https://writingexplained.org/idiom-dictionary/grass-is-alway...
I've spent a large part of my life as a high end specialist, consulting, and thus, have had incredibly encompassing exposure to a huge variety of companies.
Whether non-profits, government departments, or corps, it's humans which cause the often ineffectual result, of our loving attempts to being order, and stability to our labourious output.
People are the same everywhere, and thus, so your endeavours will be.
The grass is not greener on the other side.
So what I would say is:
* if you strike out on your own, you can at least move on past things which bore you
* you need true financial independence to achieve this, to become a relaxed garage tinkerer of tech
* right now, we are at a moment of golden opportunity. The markets are down. This is where you buy in. The returns are buying in these times, not in time of feast.
So... maybe this is a good time to reassess. Invest. And plan to retire once you profit?