1. Struggled immensely w/ depression..
2. Maybe had a midlife crisis - at the least I went crazy for a few months after seeing a 'glitch in the matrix' that had me convinced we're in a simulation, that the universe is one conscious thing and we're just dreams, or many worlds is true and we travel between them somehow...went down many occult and mandela effect rabbit holes.... trying to shift/change/alter reality all to no avail...finally came back to reality deciding better to just live w/ what I know is at least as real as I can fathom.
Donald Hoffman has some sound theories on simulation being the likeliest scenario, but has stated that those who don't know they're part of the simulation apparently have an evolutionary advantage over those who do...
Which is to say CEOs make more than Philosophers and Spiritualists ...which could be akin to "winning" i guess depending how you look.
3. Found a client I love working for, but the work is a little sparse, and my anxiety/depression has been really demotivating.
4. Forced to move because landlord sold our house.
5. Dreamed up an idea to buy land and build a homestead, and tiny-home eco-village, as well as glamping sites.... WIP -- needs funding. It'll be between Zion National Park and Grand Canyon likely if I ever get the $$ for land.
6. Learned more react, and vue composition api, and laravel livewire.
7. Started a co-op, but backburnered it for a few to work out logistics on our first project. Not sure if my team is still w/ me or has moved on.
8. Watched a lot of ADHD videos to try and solve my ADHD - I've got meds, but this has just been a hard year.
9. Applied to 100 jobs in July...didn't get hired. PHP/Laravel Mid-to-Senior dev w/ experience w/ Vue, React, Remix.run, rust, etc.. Learned how much I hate interviews decided to table that for a bit and continue freelancing and maybe I'll just set a more reasonable 1-2 interview/month schedule...
10. Keep wanting to get into consulting, I'm very good at comparison shopping platforms, open source products, SaaS products, etc to fulfill niche needs, I just don't know where to pitch it to, or how to move out of development to consulting.
11. Decided I'm way underpayed and need to start renegotiating contracts and raising rates from $40/hour to maybe $60/hour or more.
Goals for 2022:
1. Rededicate myself to fitness, as i think that'll help balance some mental health stuff.
2. Refocus on my co-op.
3. Find the financing for land for my eco-village/intentional community/glamping camp.
4. Build an ERP for co-ops that manages different types of point systems for rewards, voting power, etc...points to be awarded based on hours, volunteer time, money spent in stores, referrals, etc... and highly configurable by the SaaS tenant. It'll also feature front-facing portals for common business types (restaurants, e-commerce shops, etc).