Tell HN: Long Term Suicide Planning

#1

Post by sensorsbroken » Sun, Jul 04, 2021, 8:35 PM UTC

I took major steps towards completing suicide back in 2018 and have held on since then. Things have deteriorated since then. Afraid to go but it's time. I pray for forgiveness.

If I'm crazy, I want to die. If I'm not delusional, then humans are truly shit (e.g. reddit [reddit is a ycombinator alum 2005/2006] stalking in 2009 and dozens of incidents since) and I want to die.

Fuck you, reddit scumbags and your Putin worship from long ago. Creepy ass scumbag fucks with data and algos. Good riddance. Get me off this ape planet.

Au revoir.

Re: Tell HN: Long Term Suicide Planning

#2

Post by slosh » Sun, Jul 04, 2021, 8:37 PM UTC

I don't want you to do that.

Re: Tell HN: Long Term Suicide Planning

#3

Post by LatteLazy » Sun, Jul 04, 2021, 8:37 PM UTC

I think you should stay off reddit (it helped my mood). I hope you get some help, but I'm not doing great either so I think I understand. All the best mate :)

Re: Tell HN: Long Term Suicide Planning

#4

Post by frnkng » Sun, Jul 04, 2021, 8:44 PM UTC

I know: it hurts, to see and feel all that. It really hurts. All the time.

BUT: It is pointless to go. Who shall prevent all the madness from happening when all sane people are gone? The world needs those people who go against wrong doers of all kinds.

Re: Tell HN: Long Term Suicide Planning

#5

Post by rvz » Sun, Jul 04, 2021, 8:46 PM UTC

Maybe you should close all your accounts on all social media and stay away from social media for a while. Social media sites like Reddit, and Twitter are designed to cause outrage.

Re: Tell HN: Long Term Suicide Planning

#6

Post by readflaggedcomm » Sun, Jul 04, 2021, 8:49 PM UTC

Those are some inflammatory accusations.

Re: Tell HN: Long Term Suicide Planning

#7

Post by mikebos » Sun, Jul 04, 2021, 8:51 PM UTC

Please talk to a real person. For America: 1-800-273-8255 For The Netherlands: 0800-0113

If you're in another country there is most likely a local equivalent. Please talk to someone!

Re: Tell HN: Long Term Suicide Planning

#8

Post by [deleted] » Sun, Jul 04, 2021, 8:54 PM UTC

rvz wrote: post #5

Maybe you should close all your accounts on all social media and stay away from social media for a while. Social media sites like Reddit, and Twitter are designed to cause outrage.

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Re: Tell HN: Long Term Suicide Planning

#9

Post by sensorsbroken » Sun, Jul 04, 2021, 8:55 PM UTC

readflaggedcomm wrote: post #6

Those are some inflammatory accusations.

Indeed they are, indeed they are. Yet, true.

Re: Tell HN: Long Term Suicide Planning

#10

Post by sensorsbroken » Sun, Jul 04, 2021, 8:58 PM UTC

sensorsbroken wrote: post #9

readflaggedcomm wrote: post #6

Those are some inflammatory accusations.

Indeed they are, indeed they are. Yet, true.

four reddit incidents total

#1 2009 #2 2014 #3 2014 #4 2018

#4 was a celebration of sorts