If you don‘t enjoy it, stop working on it. Eventually others will step up, one way or another. Either by working on your project or by making a new one. This is not about saving the world, but about some nice to have software we can do without. That‘s the nature of open source. „I want to work on #specific_thing and get paid for it!“ -that‘s usually not how the world works.
Not usually, no, but I also don't blame people for trying to find a way to make that work. For some people it _does_ work that way.