>I welcome any and all advice that any of y'all could offer. Even if it's brutally candid.
You might need a job... but based on what I'm able to intuit from reading your message (and your other posts -- because I like to try to read everything from a poster to better understand them and their position before responding), if you need a job...
Then you need a MENTOR -- at least 10 times more than you need that job!
And maybe that need is more like 100 or 1,000 times greater...
In other words, your first priority in life, your absolute first priority, at this point in time, should be:
To get a good Mentor!!!
You can certainly apply to jobs too -- but your first priority should be:
To get a good Mentor!!!
Here, Tai Lopez makes the point much better than I do, in the following video:
Do You Need A Mentor? (Or Books)...
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=viMfGNJmimU
Now, Tai is not the only source of information on this subject...
Here, try this YouTube query for a list of videos:
https://www.youtube.com/results?search_query=power+of+mentor...
After watching some of those, the next logical question is, "How to find a Mentor?"
Well, let's again go to YouTube for some ideas!
https://www.youtube.com/results?search_query=how+to+find+a+m...
If I were you -- I'd spend the next 24 hours of your life listening to these videos and internalizing their ideas, and then (after the ideas have been internalized and the value of a good mentor is understood!) -- I'd spend the next couple of weeks actively searching for a good mentor, and subsequently trying to persuade them to accept you as someone to be mentored (note that this part of things may be challenging -- you may need to endure more than a few rejections... but "seek and ye shall find" as a certain old text that I forgot the name of -- so eloquently stated! )
Also, working with a great Mentor -- is infinitely better than having Health Insurance... (At least in my opinion!)
...But maybe if you play your cards right -- maybe you could get both! It would not be unheard of to find a Mentor who could offer you a job with Health Insurance, although, they would be a little bit harder to find than Mentors that don't...
I mean, Mr. Miyagi in "The Karate Kid" -- didn't offer Health Insurance to Daniel!
Yoda in "Star Wars" -- didn't offer Health Insurance to Luke Skywalker!
(But, who knows, maybe you can beat the averages, and find a Mentor who does in fact, offer Health Insurance... if Health Insurance is really that important!)
Anyway, wishing you well, and hoping for the best for you!
-Peter