I'm sorry, but it's way too difficult for me to take this seriously. We are in the midst of a global pandemic and countless people, even software engineers, have experienced permanent job loss. All those people working barely above minimum wage who serve you and your friends lunch every day? No more jobs. The businesses they're working for have either already gone under or they're close to doing that.
It's okay to not be okay, especially during these times. But if your reason is that you're feeling FOMO over not going from very well-paid to even more well-paid in the middle of a global health and economic crisis, then, well, I dunno. You live in a bubble dude.