A bit OT, but I wonder how I'd feel if I was offered a job working on software for missiles. I'm sure the technical challenge would be immensely interesting, and I could tell myself that I cared more about accuracy and correctness than other potential hires... but from a moral standpoint, I don't think I could bring myself to do it. I realise of course that the military uses all sorts of software, including line of b…
First, I logically agreed that the missiles were supporting our armed services and I believed that our government was generally on the right side of history and needed the best technology to continue defending our freedoms. However, a job, when executed with passion, becomes a very defining core of your identity. I didn’t want death and destruction as my core. I support and admire my college friends who did accept such jobs, but it just wasn’t for me.
Second, I had interned at a government contractor, (not the missile manufacturer), and what I saw deeply disturbed me. I came on to a project which was 5 years into a 3 year schedule, and not expected to ship for another 2 years. Shocked, I asked my team lead “Why didn’t the government just cancel the contract and assign the work to another company?”, her reply, “If they did that, the product likely wouldn’t be delivered in under two years, so they stick with us”. I understood that this mentality was pervasive, and would ultimately become part of me, if I continued to work for that company. That mentality was completely unacceptable in the competitive commercial world, and I feared the complacency which would infect me and not prepare me for the eventual time when I’d need to look for a job outside that company. As a graduating senior, I attended our college job fair, and when speaking with another (non missile) government contractor, I told the recruiter that I was hesitant working for a his company because I thought it wouldn’t keep me as competitive throughout my career. I repeated the story from my internship, and asked if I’d find the same mentality at his company. His face dropped the cheerful recruiter facade, when he pulled me aside and sternly instructed “You should never repeat that story”. I took that as an overwhelming “yes”. So, my concern was that working for this missile manufacturer, this government contractor mentality would work its way into their company (if it hadn’t already), and it would be bad for my long term career. I wanted to remain competitive on a global commercial scale, without relying upon government support.