Quite a long story short, I managed to get the mental illness under control; something I thought I'd be living with the rest of my life.
My research has included mostly standing/walking meditation, and reading a lot on philosophy, religion, psychology, and such.
This is a personal project I've only just sort of revealed, after some persuasion by my peers. I didn't really have much intention on putting out in the public but it has turned out to be something significant. There is a lot to say about it.
EDIT: If you're curious, here is what I came up with after I started recording my research. DISCLAIMER: there is some personal stuff I talk about.