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Why would you need freedom from the restraints? You are what you are, and the will to continue living is part of that.
You just came close to disproving your own point above by responding with this comment. You are what you are and the meaning you experience is part of that- part of you. In regards to emergence, the dominant view of consciousness in physics and philosophy and neuroscience alike is that the first person "subjective" perspective of reality is the inherent intrinsic perspective of physical matter and not an emergent phe…
If you reduce "meaning" to anything that somebody thinks is worth doing (instead of just lying in bed until they die of dehydration), then it's not really possible to be a nihilist, except for those few days before you die of dehydration, unless somebody is keeping you alive (you wouldn't care, naturally).