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This is a perfect example of a developer blaming themselves when in fact the real problem is that the tool is too complex with too many moving parts and that's why it breaks all the time. If you're a driver and your car keeps breaking down constantly, you wouldn't open up the hood each time, slap your forehead and say "It's OK, it's only the camshaft phase variator this time!" You rightly expect the car to just work.…
Not blaming myself, just grateful for getting this mess fixed. I cannot imagine working with tech like this on a daily basis, I'd probably ragequit in half a year
It's like filling out useless bureaucratic government forms. You still get a hit of satisfaction once you finish filling them out even though deep down you know it was a massive waste of time and the whole process could have been much simpler.