Earlier quoted context omitted.
But don't you feel like there are things out there, things you truly enjoy so much that you will do them more than others and you will naturally start to excel at them and someone might even pay you for it? Maybe not now or tomorrow or next year, but there must be parts of your job that are not only tolerable but actually nice... would it hurt you to try to get more if the nice and less of the tolerable, year over ye…
You suggest making my hobby my work. Think about that for a second.
got BS, and worked in industry
got bored, and read a lot about [cool basic-science stuff]
started grad school re [cool basic-science stuff]
got PhD and did a couple postdocs in [cool basic-science stuff]
got horrified by academic rat race, and got interested in [cool NGO stuff]
[almost went to law school, to do patent law]
got a job doing [cool NGO stuff]
got frustrated by slow progress, and tired of being poor
[almost did another postdoc]
got a job doing [well-paid litigation stuff]
got tired of the pressure, and started playing more re privacy-related stuff
And so, here I am.What I get is that basically I like to play. I've rarely managed to be well paid for it, however.