>I was so upset after the interview was over and I cried a lot after reaching home. :(
Yep, this is a side effect of the image Google portrays combined with the idiotic interview process. They cultivate an image of being prestigious both internally (the NIH syndrome is extreme) and externally. They claim that all external experience is irrelevant once you start at the great big G (which is bullshit, but that's beyond the point) so you will just be interviewed on "fundamentals".
So you go in and do you interview, and all of the interviewers ignore your 20 years of developing guidance systems for rockets at NASA and have you write algorithms on a whiteboard to find palindromes or overlapping rectangles while the interviewer emphasizes that the code will be photographed (so don't fuck up the syntax!!).
At this point, an org you think is prestigious has convinced you that your only relevance in the big leagues is these whiteboard questions, which you fumble on because you haven't been grinding on leetcode for the last 2 months. REJECTED. A snap judgement based on your public performance skills has deemed you incapable of handling the very fundamentals of engineering. So what is it you've been doing your whole life?
It's no wonder people cry.