I didn't trust that western psychiatry could heal the underlying causes so I basically just shut up about it for a decade.
After about 10 years, I was suicidal and couldn't ignore it anymore.
My intuition told me to find another way, so I started to research on my own. I found a way through that involved MDMA therapy, NARM therapy, holotropic breathwork, and creating a loving romantic relationship.
I now live symptom-free, with no medication, and am really grateful I trusted my intuition and made my own path.