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We should find or start a Slack / Discord where we go through a math textbook and conquer our fear of mathematics together.
Oh man, this needs to exist.
Hell, I have a CS degree, and my Maths knowledge is horrific. I didn't take Maths at A Level, so I stopped learning any Maths at 16. The course had Maths, but it's surprisingly easy to brute force a solution, and that was a good ten years ago now.
My goal for years has been to learn enough Maths to be able to read Introduction to Algorithms and TAOCP without aid, and recently to be able to better understand ML, but the more I try the more I realise that it's a multi-year investment.