> "It's difficult even saying that with all the people that I know behind me that I hurt." It is interesting to think about who he considers he hurt. The potential winners who relied on lottery winning to secure a future for their families? The lottery workers? He is a criminal surely, but isn't the whole lottery system a tax on lack of education and it just gives false hope to people and encourages gambling. He redu…
I believe he refers to his loved ones.
> all the people that I know behind me that I hurt
As in sitting directly behind him in the courtroom waiting for sentencing.