I wish I didn't feel in the way when riding a bicycle on the road. So I walk instead. Oh well. Then my next fear is being confronted by strangers asking for a lighter then money. It's not so bad though, I just feel anxious to be encountered.
> my next fear is being confronted by strangers Don't make eye contact, eyes straight ahead, walk with a purpose.
Could I spare a few bucks sure. Do I waste money on myself sure.
I remember one time I was scammed haha. This old lady's like "You're a good boy, you had a good mother." Haha as they walk off with $20.00 for "gas" where I could have pumped gas into their car but insisted on cash.
Oh well I just think if it's my time it's my time.