Contrast that with blog posts of 20 somethings telling you how to be happy and be productive on medium as they enjoy their Facebook job is quite frustrating and can make things worse.
I am starting to build a brand in the hopes that I can make something out of it and never have to worry about finding a development job.
Besides not listening to people on the interwebs, I don't really have any advice. Just wanted to let you know that you are not alone.