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Can totally understand where you're coming from, but finding and recognizing your agency amidst all the mess and noise is kinda the beautiful thing about life. The journey sucks a lot, but at the end of the day that's all we got, not the different destinations we traverse to and from.
Some roads are plated in gold, but others are broken and run down. It's easy to have your sentiment when your road is the former and not the latter.
But when it's broken you think about just walking and not smelling any of the shit... Just left foot, right foot, left foot, right foot...