After all these "attempts", I decided to stop and reflect. For the next 6 months, I literally just stayed in my room trying to come up with ideas, but none came up. As PG says "The way to get startup ideas is not to try to think of startup ideas. It's to look for problems, preferably problems you have yourself." Meanwhile, I read books and taught myself how to code to pass time. I even started applying to corporate jobs but was rejected for every application. One day, my friend contacted me to ask me to join his startup. I joined, but the company was in a very bad shape and it closed down within 4 months, and that was about 1 month ago. Ever since then, I’ve been trying to sell an animal feed called rumen bypass fat(dad’s idea), but no customers so far. I also tried applying to a few local startups .
So that’s it. I am utterly loss right now. If you asked me what I really want in life, I’d say I want to make a difference on a large scale. I’d like to start a startup that solves hard engineering/science problem. The local startup scene is still playing catch up at the moment. The hot stuffs are ecommerce, on demand startups etc... Hence, I’m not particularly excited about joining the startups in the local scene and I would like to avoid joining big corporate companies. Any advice?