Sounds like some kind of motivation/identity crisis or burnout syndrome. I have a proposal that might sound strange and maybe you cannot do it for family reasons or whatnot... but it worked wonders for me and I think it's worth sharing. Have you ever heard of Camino de Santiago? It's a pilgrimage route across Spain and I walked that when I was in some sort of personal crisis and I needed to clear my head and figure o…
I've considered doing Camino. Would love to chat more about your experience.
I would be happy to - my email is my HN nickname at gmail - get in touch, ask anything, I had great times at Camino and I love to talk about it. If you want to see some pictures check out http://www.honzzz.uphero.com - I am afraid the rest of the site will be useless to you unless you speak Czech but a picture is worth a thousand words anyway.