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Basically same experience. Even the mental health hotlines can be the same way. Unless you tell them you plan on killing yourself they say there is nothing they can do to help.
Yeah there's been 4 or 5 times where I really wanted someone to talk to, but I'm just not a suicidal person, so it feels weird to tie up a suicide hotline for my petty problems. So then you go to a therapist and they're like "You have to want to change". I don't know about that. I used to have friends. I don't want to change, I want to have friends again! Considering how much therapy costs, I've joked about just hiri…
Funny you should mention that, I have thought about similar things. There a few trans related discords for techies. That helped me.