So you're at least occasionally getting actual feedback from some of these discussions. That's quite something, actually. BTW, as to some of that "feedback": Honestly, I think the way you communicated your thought process and results was confusing for some people in the room. "Okay, pal - let's put your people up in a room full of strangers (some of whom show through their body language and/or constant phone-checking…
Yes you do need to feel bad. What, you keep using this excuse for every company you were rejected from? At the end of the day, without a job, who is going to pay for rent?
HN and the greater tech community needs to stop encouraging clearly subpar individuals. No, not everyone deserves to work in tech just because you went to college or paid for a bootcamp. This is the harsh truth that college students and new grads fail to realize.