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I have always had it as far as I know. I have a vivid memory of asking my father if he could see atoms too when I was between 5 and 8. I told him that when I stared at an object long enough, I saw little dots (snow). I must have just recently heard about atoms and mapped them to my experience. Fortunately he understood what I was talking about and said told me it’s just my eyes or my mind presenting me with bad data.…
Funny, I also believe I could see atoms. It works really well when you're outside in the sun, you look into the blue sky (but not into the suns direction) and then you'll see these atoms very clearly and it looks like you're seeing the oxygen move. This is actually not floaters and instead is explained as the blood vessels in your eyes moving blood. Believable, but it sure does look like you're seeing random "informa…
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#292Glad you recovered, that would have been quite a horrible year.
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Funny, I also believe I could see atoms. It works really well when you're outside in the sun, you look into the blue sky (but not into the suns direction) and then you'll see these atoms very clearly and it looks like you're seeing the oxygen move. This is actually not floaters and instead is explained as the blood vessels in your eyes moving blood. Believable, but it sure does look like you're seeing random "informa…
I assumed everyone can see visual noise too, based on my photography experience. Why wouldn't eyes get grain like film or a sensor does? I can see it under most conditions so maybe I just have higher ISO eyes than most people. It probably comes with my other neurodivergent sensory sensitivities.
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By any chance was this "one hit" done on a hot knife at the Pain Management Society on commercial drive pre-legalization? Because I've heard a similar story from quite a few people, several of them heavy users. No warning, and sent on their merry way without checking if they had a safe way to get home. Which I mention because getting lost trying to find home is a common theme in their stories. The people who knew wha…
Not on Commercial... it was downtown somewhere I think (this was 8 years ago and the day is a blur). There was a kinda grungy store downstairs that also sold grey-area mushrooms, and a "bar" upstairs. I remember the proprietor saying that they operated it as a "protest" against cannabis laws. They had these machines that instantly vaporize the stuff.
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#295Both those trip reports are very unusual for psylocibin and LSD. It looks to me that the author might have other health complications that caused the bad trips. As a general advice one should be very careful when taking psychedelics with other prescribed medications or having a history of mental illness.
Isn't this exactly the kind of response that the blog author is calling out? I have a friend who had no history of mental illness or prescribed medications and had an absolutely horrific trip that left him very unsettled for a good few months. The issue is that responses like this deflect onto other possible causes rather than accepting that sometimes people who could never have known differently can have truly dread…
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#296I’ve noticed a troubling trend among psychonauts: any reports of terrible experiences or long lasting negative effects of psychedelics are waved away in two different ways: 1 - blaming of the person who had the experience, for not having the proper “set and setting”, or not respecting the drug. 2 - claiming that there’s no such thing as a “bad trip”, and only a challenging one that takes time to integrate. There migh…
> That it’s absurd how much suffering the human mind is capable of experiencing. When I was 8 or 9 I had a night terror that involved some sort of life-sized game of Tetris that was moving terribly fast. My brain wholly adopted the belief that if I were to lose, everyone I loved would die horribly. I was trapped in this night terror for what felt like forever. Afterwards I refused to sleep voluntarily for weeks. To t…
Not saying you have it, I'm just drawing parallels between the way people's brains seem to suffer.
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#297> Halfway through my trip, about 4 hours in, visual snow started appearing on everything. > On top of that, the loudest tinnitus you could imagine. This sounds more like a DO(C/M/B/I) trip than LSD. > I had dabbled a bit before with psilocybin, and don’t think it changed my life in any real manner other than showing me what mental illness is. The author had a negative experience with psilocybin, expected that that wo…
I had no idea what you were talking about here, so looked it up. Link for anyone similarly ignorant :
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#298> Halfway through my trip, about 4 hours in, visual snow started appearing on everything. > On top of that, the loudest tinnitus you could imagine. This sounds more like a DO(C/M/B/I) trip than LSD. > I had dabbled a bit before with psilocybin, and don’t think it changed my life in any real manner other than showing me what mental illness is. The author had a negative experience with psilocybin, expected that that wo…
> This sounds more like a DO(C/M/B/I) trip than LSD. I had no idea what you were talking about here, so looked it up. Link for anyone similarly ignorant : https://psychonautwiki.org/wiki/DOx
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Wonder if the first time he drank he chugged a fifth of vodka.
If you did that you might feel bad and be dehydrated the next day but you won't be suffering from psychosis or have permanent brain damage. That's the problem with drugs. They're just not safe in the same way. No matter how hard the addicts cope.
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#300I often attribute the vast majority of my happiness and success back to psychedelics, trauma, and my experience living an unconventional and eccentric life. I could fill pages with the anecdotes, specific examples, and my personal speculation on why this is but i can just gloss over the details and skip to the takeaway: LSD has made my life net better. Another point I am trying to drive home is that this is what I wo…
You can do all this without the use of drugs.