I have depression issues, and have been coding for 10 years now. I don't know if I'm bad at programming, or if it's because I lack a degree, or because I have been chronically unemployed and lack experience, or because I'm too selective with the jobs I apply on (I can't bear php or js stuff like angular), or because I live in france or in the wrong city. I may have an atypical profile. Programming has not been very g…
However, I guess most come down to your network, your confidence and how you represent yourself (having the same "cultural" code as experts).
My 2 cents is to treat yourself well first (a healthy mind for a good body), travel more, and work on public stuff / connect with others.