A bit of perspective from speed user (amphetamine, not meth) who I know: Been into it for 10+ years. Usual weekend binge on 3.5 grams of good quality amphetamine. Can last from Friday evening till Tuesday, will little sleep between. Lots of things get done. Rest of the week head and brain is out service, depression you call it, nothing is been done, hard to go to work, any excuse willdo, sort out yourself some food o…
Association between ADHD medication and depression: A 10-year follow-up
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#242Can someone comment on whether ADHD medication leads to 'loss' of the unfiltered imagination that I have come to associate with my perpetually distracted self ? A friend on ADHD meds told me that it feels like trading unbridled creativity for stability. He found it to be an essential drug for functioning, but I got a sense that it involved losing something really central to your sense of self. Almost like being made…
Until earlier this year, when a variety of factors pushed me to finally try them.
All of a sudden, I could focus on things without having to have all of the stars aligned. I never realized the extent and complication of my self-medication until I tried meds. I don't think I've lost my "sparkle." Instead meds help it come out because my follow-through is so much better.
It took me a few months to find the right med - finally on the right one + dose now, but it took some time, so be prepared to experiment with your doc if you choose to try meds.
It's not the right choice for everyone, but it's definitely been the right choice for me, and it's one I wish I had made a lot sooner.
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#243So, I had a psychologist tell me that I have many ADHD markers and referred me to the central mental health agency for an official diagnosis. Unfortunately, In Sweden, an official diagnosis means higher insurance (fine), higher mortgages (not fine) and the inability to hold certain licenses. Of course those markers of ADHD are pretty severely affecting my life, which is why I was seeing the Psychologist in the first…
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#244Earlier quoted context omitted.
I wonder if it's a "horoscope reading" kind of feeling, but I just identify so much with these descriptions of ADHD.
Well, 5% of the population in general is the expected ratio of people with ADHD, but only 2% of the adult population is diagnosed with it, and it doesn't magically go away when you become an adult. So, there's definitely a chance. Two thoughts: - Everyone will occasionally exhibit some ADHD symptoms, the question is how often. Monthly? Probably not a problem. Hourly, or every few minutes? Probably is a problem. - See…
I should probably get it checked. Thing is I'm afraid of "faking it", if it makes any sense?
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#245Look, my mother has ADHD (or something like it), and she had no problem teaching the (mostly boys) in her class with ADHD. A few even went off their meds in her class. Unfortunately, the next year, they were put right back on with a new teacher.
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#246Earlier quoted context omitted.
Well, a dose doesn’t last forever. It wouldn’t be surprising if it was a net negative. You tend to feel worse on the comedown for example.
Concerta is a long-release drug that's designed to produce a (roughly) steady effect throughout the day rather than a single "high".
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#247Earlier quoted context omitted.
Nor is the structure of life after school. (Offices? 9 AM start times?) Kids with ADHD can go on to find incredible success in breaking the rules.
Sure they can, people endure and cope with a lot of things. That's a really low and unnecessarily painful approach though. They could do even better, do things they want to do, when they aren't hindered as much by the disorder. I really think the comparison with glasses is apt, sure someone can squint their eyes and sit a bit closer at times, but why should they? We'd call it neglect to force someone to cope with bad…
ADHD kids can take medicine, but the rest of the world can also lighten up. That's my point. The rules and benchmarks are stupid and impose unnecessary stress on ADHD individuals. Over half of the time you can ignore it and be fine.
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#248Earlier quoted context omitted.
Concerta is a long-release drug that's designed to produce a (roughly) steady effect throughout the day rather than a single "high".
So, a "high" for the whole day then?
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#249Anecdata, but I've been on methylphenidate (Concerta) since age 7, and holy cow has it impacted my life in an insanely positive way. 21 years later, I'm still on Concerta, but excelling in my career, spending meaningful time with friends, family, and hobbies, and generally pretty happy with myself. When I tried dropping the meds in college, my life basically fell apart in a matter of months. My then-girlfriend now-wi…
Epigenetic mechanisms are what turn pigs into boars when released into the wild. In humans, if someone undergoes drastic starvation in their childhood, their children will often be fat. Their bodies hold onto fat more readily because it essentially expects to undergo a similar level of starvation. Evolutionarily, people who's epigenetics could benefit their children in this way were selected for via easier survival.
There are no studies, due to a lack of understanding in the past, of the effects of lifetime use on future generations. It could, potentially, be a positive effect - or none at all.
But that's optimistic for biological mechanisms imo, I'm remaining a pessimist and preferring the route of non-lifetime medication. If someone else wants to test this on their life and family, I would be happy to read about it.
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#250A bit of perspective from speed user (amphetamine, not meth) who I know: Been into it for 10+ years. Usual weekend binge on 3.5 grams of good quality amphetamine. Can last from Friday evening till Tuesday, will little sleep between. Lots of things get done. Rest of the week head and brain is out service, depression you call it, nothing is been done, hard to go to work, any excuse willdo, sort out yourself some food o…
As context for readers who might not know normal dosing, the maximum therapeutic Adderall dosage in the US is 60mg per day. So what this commenter is describing is between 15x and 20x the maximum therapeutic dosage based on whether you count this as 3 or 4 days.
A few times I was able to get my hands on really pure dextroamphetamine (>90% validated by a lab test), and even with a tolerance, there is no way you're consuming more than 100mg over the course of a day. 10-15mg was my sweetspot to get enough focus without getting locked into tasks and feeling wired. Although speed like that is pretty hard to find and quite pricey (~60-70€/g).
I've also realized that most of the unpleasant physical side effects of speed (palpitations, jittering, elevated cardiac rythm, anxiety, etc) are actually due to the massive amount of caffeine in it and not the amphetamine themselves (tho I'm sure there is a synergy between them). Even while feeling pretty high on pure amphetamine, my bpm only rose by about 4-5 bpms (compared to 15+ on street speed). For anyone in the same case, L-theanine works wonders to calm down the caffeine side effects, highly recommend you keep some around just in case.