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Is it really better than death? to me, death means salvation, I'll no longer have to deal with troubles.
“It is not worth the bother of killing yourself, since you always kill yourself too late.” -- E. Cioran The trouble with "death means salvation", and believe me I know that yearning, is that you don't get to experience this salvation. Suicide is literally not the answer, because you will never get to experience the relief on the other end. This is the essence of Cioran's quote here. It would have been better to not e…
Would it be better to be tortured for years? To have your family knowing that your fingernails got ripped out? That you lost your genitals to electrocution?
I'm not sure. Plenty of heroes committed suicide.