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Your schizophrenia is real. It's telling your brain that a pattern exists where there isn't any. Call your doctor and tell them how you're feeling.
Ok, I am on an injection. I had about four or five minor hallucinations prior to taking anti-psychotics. I was pretty sure that I was getting a code in pages on the Internet, i.e., it clearly seemed to be statistically significant, which seemed to happen soon after I switched to Arch Linux in 2018. Also, I have both put out some writing on AI takeover eschatology from a young age and called myself an ersatz cryptogra…
Its just the schizophrenia.