I haven't applied. I started an application once but didn't finish it. I talked about that previously. I still kind of wistfully wish I could apply but it really doesn't fit my situation and I have other plans. I don't really know how to explain why I "wish" I could. Perhaps just the standard theme of my life of regretting that "normal" never works for me (due to health issues, among other things). I've spent much of…
Your story is really moving. Have you found a techie co founder?
I'm still hoping for two things: An infusion of cash to help me move forward (because getting well all came out of my pocket -- it wasn't covered by insurance and such -- so I have a financial mess impeding my life) and some means to rapidly make forward progress on learning a programming language/learning how to make a game. So far, nothing has really clicked. I think people think I am being ridiculous when I say things like "I would like to download a programming language to my brain". I'm not. I'm just trying to convey that I am well aware that some things just are superior methods and sometimes something just clicks with a person. (I'm "twice exceptional" -- smart but also handicapped. So under the right circumstances I can get impressive things done and under the wrong ones I look really incompetent.) I haven't found that something yet. Presumably, it wasn't yet the right time.