I got ideas; I don't got skills.
There's also this insidious tendency that I have, where I finally sit down to do some solid learnin'. Once I grasp something novel, the implications of how I can use it fill my mind. Then the temptation to shift from learn-mode to create-mode gets so distracting that I stop learning effectively.
I encounter variations of this balancing act in many areas of my life. I'm in high school, so there's always a vague hope that college will change things, but from what I've read online and heard from friends, college isn't a problem-fixer as much as it is a momentum-machine for those who want to learn and apply skills. I'm afraid I'll be faced with these same problems 5 years from now. I'm afraid I'll be half-good at a lot of things.