I have adhd and i take a (very small) dosage of a stimulant at times. It has quite bad side effects for me which is why I take so little. I think the reason why it is an "open secret" is because it is not possible to be open about such handicaps. If i was open to my employer about my adhd I would have to fear losing my job, even though that is illegal. That is rule number one that was ingrained into me, never tell an…
I’m fully “out of the closet” about my ADHD and proscribed amphetamine medication. It’s quite refreshing and I’ve personally only received responses that ranged from neutral to positive. I’ve also noticed that it’s helped other’s around me that are still keeping their diagnosis a secret to see me being comfortable talking about it. The reason I talk about it is exactly as you say, I think it’s really important to try…
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#32I personally do. I find coding to be incredibly boring and the only reason I do it is for money. Stimulants help make it almost interesting.
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#33Earlier quoted context omitted.
I think you may have fallen into the classic white-collar trap of thinking too little of your blue-collared working peers; they're perfectly capable of getting fucked up on the job. The difference tends to be that their mistakes can have direct human morbidity and mortality associated with them, and are often followed by a drug test.
Drinking on the job is a way of life in construction. Beers with lunch is basically a given. I grew up with a lot of family and members of my immediate community working these sorts of jobs. I didn't realize bringing a cooler full of beer to work wasn't the norm until I was much older.
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#34He was also very arrogant, pumped out features like no tomorrow but the code was always just barely functioning. Product loved him because he delivered but he left a wake of destruction for the security team to clean up.
Another person I worked with said he would never hire or work with someone who uses nicotine. It was even suggested that nicotine users "deserve" to be sabotaged and should not be employed.
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#35Not sure why he didn't just take it outside. Or just do it before or after work. He never smelled like it outside of those days, he just really seemed to want to take advantage of the president being out specifically for some reason.
That's about all I've noticed, outside of drinking at company parties or a drink during lunch or something. I drink a lot of coffee and take several vitamins and a Zyrtec every day, that's about the extent of my substance abuse on the job.
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#37So therefore we should put substance usage into two categories: "abusive" and "safe".
"Abusive" substance use means that it's affecting either your health or your relationships. " Safe" substance use means that your life is generally improved and your long term health is not affected.
Of course it's a spectrum, not black and white, but it's a good starting point. Where a drug end up on this spectrum is a personal thing.
Marijuana, as long as it's not smoked, falls into safe usage for many people (not me, it gives me anxiety). Coffee is safe (again, for most people). Microdosing psychedelics may be safe. Likewise, occasionally using modafinil may be safe.
Treating conditions also falls into "safe" usage even when there may be some mild negative health effects - it's a tradeoff. One that is best just by a health professional, but that's not always possible or desired by an individual. I suspect that many workers who use amphetamines may have underlying adhd and they use it ameliorate that. Others probably just like the energy. In the latter case, as long as it's occasional and doesn't affect your relationships, this is probably ok. Amphetamines absolutely do have the potential to be abusive, but for many people they are not.
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#38I have adhd and i take a (very small) dosage of a stimulant at times. It has quite bad side effects for me which is why I take so little. I think the reason why it is an "open secret" is because it is not possible to be open about such handicaps. If i was open to my employer about my adhd I would have to fear losing my job, even though that is illegal. That is rule number one that was ingrained into me, never tell an…
I’m fully “out of the closet” about my ADHD and proscribed amphetamine medication. It’s quite refreshing and I’ve personally only received responses that ranged from neutral to positive. I’ve also noticed that it’s helped other’s around me that are still keeping their diagnosis a secret to see me being comfortable talking about it. The reason I talk about it is exactly as you say, I think it’s really important to try…
Meds (stimulants) changed my life in such a profoundly positive way, that I can’t accept anyone’s stigma for this condition. I know people still misunderstand it, I held off diagnosis for a decade because I didn’t.
Meds help me get my brain closer to an operating baseline you’d find in neurotypical brains. I’ve heard it described that ADHD is like having 70-80% packet loss on information moving around the brain (from the cerebellum to the cortexes and back). You have to work extra hard (in you head) to compensate for that, it’s like wading through the most complex coding problem—but your just trying to do the dishes.
If you don’t need stimulants (for example if they get you high, or you don’t have adhd/a prescription), please think twice before abusing ADHD meds. There an artificial shortage in the US that’s forcing people to skip days/months of medication.
Imagine after wearing glasses for 1/5/10 years only to have them taken away because the maximum number of glasses wearers has been reached. People who abuse stimulants tend to (in my experience) be the ones most active in discrediting ADHD as a disorder—they seem to have a really hard time understanding that a drug that gets them high to the point of bouncing off the walls, generally has a calming effect on an adhd brain and enables focus.
Talking openly is important not only to help the people you work with understand how to support you to get the most out of you, when you have to hide it you expend lots of energy masking your symptoms.
Meds help, but they’re only a piece of the puzzle. They’re outrageously effectively relative to all other drugs used in psychology. But they’re serious drugs which sometimes come with initial side effects that are rough af. Meds help get the quantity of available neurotransmitters to similar levels as a neurotypical brain.
In addition to them, accomodations are needed. Working from home (fewer distractions), listening to music (to help focus when your under-stimulated), time shifting your day (I’m a night owl, and don’t start my day before 10am). These are just some ideas, everyone’s different.
Some employers understand the benefits ADHD/Autistic/neurodivergent people can bring to an organisation—our brains think through problems differently, they connect different ideas. But, you need to accommodate. If the ND people at your work are masking, it means not only are they not feeling safe, you’ve effectively added an additional handicap to them.
I regret waiting a decade. I was misled by the name, and the assumption that ADHD is loud, hyperactive troublemakers. I loathe the name ADHD, it does a disservice to everyone by describing a condition by how it affects everyone else at the expense of those who suffer from it.
My own talking about it has led to at least 5 people I know personally seeking a diagnosis. I wish someone suggested looking into it to me, it would have saved me a decade. Better late than never though. Everyone who got a diagnosis has been incredibly grateful, it really makes it worth it. It feels like being given your life back.
To the GP, don’t start talking publicly if you don’t feel safe to. Culturally in different parts of the world it’s not treated the same yet.
If you can talk about your experience with it, please do it helps everyone, but don’t put yourself or your job at risk—it’s hard enough without that extra burden.
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#39Substitute any other industry, and your statement is just as valid or speculative. It's unspoken because you mind your own station, and you don't talk shit about your peers.
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#40I have adhd and i take a (very small) dosage of a stimulant at times. It has quite bad side effects for me which is why I take so little. I think the reason why it is an "open secret" is because it is not possible to be open about such handicaps. If i was open to my employer about my adhd I would have to fear losing my job, even though that is illegal. That is rule number one that was ingrained into me, never tell an…
If you can, try a different medication.
Long term, if the opportunity comes to work somewhere where your employer understands adhd take it. There’s often untapped power in our brains that you get access to when your properly supported.