Where I'm from (South Africa), internet was expensive and not accessible to all at the time.
Some advice for your situation:
- You are at the bottom, your only way from there is up - this is something to be excited about.
- Fake it until you make it. When meeting potential clients, talk the talk and do the walk later.
- You'd be surprised at how many SME's need IT services and don't know it yet :) You can simply walk in the door and have a chat to them.
- Put your ego away and always be aware that in order to eat, you need to sell. Selling is actually pretty simple if have a bit of confidence.
- Look after your laptop with your life, it's your key to getting out of your situation.
- If you can write code, it most likely means that you can solve problems logically - this doesn't only apply to coding, figure out where you can use that and make a bit of money.
- Don't be afraid of charging for your time. Poverty is also a mindset, as soon as you realize that, you are one step closer to getting past it.
- Just ask for help. You are not alone and most people will be sympathetic when they are asked.
- You don't need to prove yourself to anyone in order to survive, simply do what you do best and the rest will follow.
Goodluck! S