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That quote is taken out of context. I said: > I've had entire weeks at work where all I do is edit YAML files Editing config files isn't what I do every day, it's just an example o…

Do you mean business logic? Because large parts of that are also farmed out to opensource packages. If someone has implemented it on GitHub, my manager will find it, pull it in, an…

I've been working as a programmer for about 7 years now. Increasingly it feels like my job has just become gluing together opensource components, which doesn't feel creative at all…

I've been off anti-depressants for a few months, having been on SSRIs for about a year. I mostly feel fine off my meds, though lately I am finding it harder to stay positive. Rando…

You'd like that, wouldn't you? :P

Everyday carry? I don't know the terminology! Ain't got nobody to correct me :/

In the 15+ years of ridicule, armchair psychologists, and unsolicited advice that I've had to endure, this comment is definitely the most flavorful and interesting one. I like it! …

I'm a regular at my local gun club. It's full of older folks - which is OK, but I think one needs to occasionally be around people of one's age group I could just not be going at t…

Yep... Though I'm less sad these days since I started taking SSRIs Suggestions for a new handle? I probably won't post on this account again, it's just I keep being conservative ra…

I've tried that. There's really not much out there. Regarding trying to understand why, I think it's something like cultural differences. Despite being born here, and raised by Bri…

Oh there's young conservatives like myself, but there's just not many of us -- so dating and friendships are harder. I often don't have anyone to talk to about political things tha…

Woah, you weren't kidding! Thank you, I'll try to look into these when I get home

>If you have some passion that you're unable to share I like firearms - but it's frowned upon to like guns in the UK. There's nothing on meetup.com for that I like animals - not su…

What are the different kinds? I am considering psychedelics as I read Ketamine is suppose to be quite effective with depression. Might be a bit hard to do that though

>Travel. Seriously, just pack up your bags and travel I did. I went to Texas and you know what, I actually felt glad to be alive for the first time in as long as I can remember. Di…

No... but I'm not sure what to do about it I spoke with a therapist, but it hasn't helped me much; he basically admitted he didn't know what to suggest. Maybe I'm weird, and need t…

Wow I hadn't thought of it that way. Thank you

>we're lessened by you removing yourself I don't see how

>Suicide causes long-term emotional pain for your family and friends. I have been in long-term emotional pain, and likely will be for the rest of my life. Yes, I do not want to cau…

Why should suicide be seen as anti-social? You are trying to force those who just want their unbearable pain to be over to continue to live. I never understood it being seen as sel…