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I recognize this, and yeah it's obvious why others find it strange. I find it difficult to explain. I can fake and cope when rules are known. I can talk where there's shared rules …

I've been trying to do this. Even practicing in the mirror, but it doesn't feel the least natural. Like I still don't know the rules or limits. I feel like a bad actor playing a ba…

It takes me about 3-4 months of being around someone regularly before I'm able to hold a conversation that's more than direct answers to direct questions. It's impossible to hide p…